cant control myself

okie i'm not really sure what's wrong with me, i'm just so hot tempered all of a sudden... i cant really control what i'm feeling...

i've been tryin my best to get along with all of dem and try to fix da family back... and i can say that i think i pretty much succeeded... until recently. i dunno what da hell i was thinkin... i just get irritated at da slightest thing... and i'll just snap at everyone... i know everyone feels it, and i feel a lil bad, but i just cant control myself... damn, looks like everything i've been doin is going down da drain.

even in skool, i feel like scolding everyone... i just feel dat i've changed so much over da past few days... i guess i dun want everyone to look at me differently? i just have to try to control myself... to control what i'm feeling... and i wanna be who i used to be. well, let's just see how tmr goes =)

pics of da day:

Cher kissin me (and I think she can taste my foundation *wink* I'm sure it tasted good, it's good stuff okie???)


Cher rejectin my kiss (she can kiss me, why can't i kiss her???)


we look like bianBian!!! *whoot* (btw, bianbian is our beloved klass mascot *da hamster*)


awww I think I look so angelic here =)


oh these lovely eyes... who could they belong to??? *hmmm* (must be dunce number two: leukaemia kid)